4/21/20, 12:02 AM

I've been really off for a long time. A very long time. Life is an ebb and flow, change is inevitable. For a lot of different reasons though, I've sort of let myself down without really even caring to change things. While procrastinating my homework, I stumbled upon a video of Marla Fay talking about her deceased boyfriend/first love, Lucas Alvarez. The way she described Lucas, his life, life in general, grief, and how precious this human experience is completely moved me. I also thought it was beautiful to see the youth, though she's probably only 2-3 years younger than me, waking up and evolving into stronger, more enlightened people. So beautiful, so moving, so wise. I think this is my wake up call to realign with myself. Love and Light to Lucas and Marla, and to you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSARIKe8_28